Wednesday, September 26, 2007





Thursday, September 20, 2007


I have already written a post dedicated to the JEAN 6, if you have not read it please do so at this time. Remember this is not a battle against black & white it is against INJUSTICE of all kinds. The fight does not end here. This fight began a long time ago and today shows just one of the many times we have fought against injustice. So everyone black, white, yellow, & etc. remember "IF YOU DON'T STAND FOR SOMETHING YOU WILL FALL FOR ANYTHING."


Carmel Beauty

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Thank You & TMI Tuesday!

Good morning everyone,

I don't have time to post much but I wanted to say thanks for all the congrats and advice. Much appreciated!!! Now on to TMI Tuesday.

1. What is one thing a your significant other could do to you to rock your world? Well he is almost perfect, but I would have to say that I would like to experiment more. I also agree with Weekends more massages would be greeeeaaaaaaaatttt!!

2. Which super power (ability to turn invisible, ability to read people's thoughts, or invulnerability) would you take and why? I want Phoebe's power from charmed. I would love to know peoples thoughts and if they are telling the truth or not also know the future would kick ass to. Throw in the power to levitate and I am good to go.

3. Would you rather be tied up or tie someone else up? Why? I would rather be tied up. STBH would never let me tie him up which is good I don't want to be dominated, but I wouldn't at ALL mind being submissive.

4. What is your best physical and non physical asset? Physical would be my DD's. non-physical would be my sweet personality.

5. If they were naming new Dwarves beyond the seven what would your name be and why?
insatiable (if you don't know why guess)


Carmel Beauty

Friday, September 14, 2007

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!


So my bad day turned out to not be as bad as I thought it was. I mean I got the job so my interview couldn't have been that bad right? Anywho, I have been super busy trying to get my office together sign all the new paper work. Life has just been a big mess for me. My daughter also potentially has another ear infection. If she does she will be referred to a Ear specialist. The thought of her going through surgery is scary, but the thought of her being deaf is worse. So all my praying people just pray for our family. Also the situation I mentioned in a previous post about me and STBH having an issue should be coming to a head at the end of this month beginning of the next. So please just pray for our family we are going to need it in the next coming month.

My new job seems like it will be something that I will like. I love working here I just need someone to come in and help me during the day. I need the help seriously I have so much work to do I don't even have time to type this up. Also due to my increase in salary I have to do the following:

  1. Move (Due to my new economic status we make too much money to live here)
  2. Find a new Daycare ( Due to my new economic status I would have to pay $209.00 a week for her current day care)
  3. Get health insurance for my Angel ( The insurance through my new job is $159.00 to 259.00 a month depending on the coverage I choose)
So after all the changes we have to make I will actually have less money at the end of the month, but I have job security and an opportunity to go back to school. STBH and I will both be going back to school while my granny watches the baby on nights we are both at school. The next couple of years will be hard, but well worth it. The thing that makes it all worth it is in the end I will have a beautiful healthy well rounded daughter, and a loving caring supportive sexy husband by my side. STBH and I talked about it and have decided to address the most pressing issues first then the less and just take everything one day at a time. Hopefully by January or Summer of next year STBH and I will be in school.

Question of the day: I thought because we decided we both want to go back to school that STBH would agree that now is not the time to procreate again we need to wait till we finish school (I only have two more years to get my degree.) Do you know what this fool said, and I quote " you can take online classes." Why can we agree on some many other things, just not this? Do you think he would be mad if he found out I have been taking shhhhhhh... birth control pills don't tell


Carmel Beauty

Monday, September 10, 2007


"Open your eyes Bitch" said a very familiar voice to Kyra. "I know you not sleep as you want me to believe." stated her kidnapper.

"How are you alive? I I I kil-led you." said Kyra. "You tried but obviously you didn't succeed, but when I kill you trust you will be dead." he said. Kyra then heard someone scream really loud before she passed out.

On the other side of town Mike is pacing in front of Kyra's office waiting on her to come out. After the last time he made a scene in her office he wasn't allowed to go in. Not that he really gave a fuck, but he also wanted to catch Kyra by surprise. Today is the day.

I will put my plan in motion, I know that once all is said and done she will see that my way is best. I know she will be with me then. It is already 6:30pm Kyra should not still be at work what is keeping her.

Ring! Ring! "Sup?" says Mike. "Something is wrong? I called her office, homegirl left for the day at 5:45pm." states B. "What the Fuck?I have been out here waiting on her to show since 6pm. Where the fuck could she be? I am going to go to our house and see if she is there. " said Mike. "Ok, I am going to check around the way, this is strange she had plans with me today. She should have gotten in touch with me a long time ago. Something ain't right. Hit me back if you hear anything I will do the same." said B then he disconnected the call.

Getting into his car Mike goes to the house. Once he parks his car in the garage and sees that Kyra's car is not there he is sure she is not there as well. As he is about to start the car and back out of the garage he hears something that sounds like glass break then he sees the light of flash lights. Mike then grabs his 9mm from under the seat checks to make sure it is loaded with one in the chamber, and slowly proceeds to the house. Mike starts checking the downstairs first. The garage door lets him into the kitchen as he is walking he notices the disarray of the house cabinets open and everything has been dumped on the floor. Walking from the kitchen to the dining room, to the foyer he sees the front door open. Thinking the intruders have left he lowers his gun just as he is about to put it in his holster he is hit from behind with the but of a gun.

When Kyra comes to the first thing she notices is Mike in the room with her. She can't tell if he is alive or dead. She kneels down to check is pulse and notices that he is alive just unconscious. "Mike baby, please wake up?" she says while gently shaking him. "Mike please I need you baby wake up? she notices him start to move so she continues to gently shake him to help him awake. "Kyra what is going on? Where am I at?" states Mike.

Suddenly Kyra kidnapper opens the door and states "That's a good question I will be happy to answer it for you? " ....

I will try to write more before the end of the week.

Please comment and let me know what you think.


Carmel Beauty

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

My Day!!

It all began in the court room. I had to go to court today again from my car accident. (check previous post if you don't know what I am talking about) Anywho, the ASSHAT DA told me I could continue my case, but since it had been so long 1 continuance already I had to go to court with the police officer the next time and either plead guilty or not guilty. Little FUCKER I didn't have the money for the court costs so what the FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK was I suppose to do.

In other news I got to work about 40minutes late. The guy who would be my supervisor if I got the job I applied for back in June asked me to come to his office around 10am today he needed to speak with me for approximately 30-45mins. My first impression was what did I do wrong. He told me nothing and got someone to watch the phones for me. When I get there guess what he does? If you guessed that he began my interview you just won ONE MILLION DOLLARS. (JUST JOKING) Anywho, I think it went well even though I was caught off guard A LOT. At least I didn't have the opportunity to get nervous. I will know by Friday if I got the job. ( I will keep everybody posted)

Right now angel face is trying to help me type and it is not working. I may post more tomorrow.

Question of the day: Was my day good or what? No really I want to know your opinion.


Carmel Beauty