Saturday, November 29, 2008

What's going on?

Okay Everyone,

Yeah I know I have been MIA, but a lot has been going on and it looks as though it may get even more crazy in the next couple of months. For instance, I got the job which is exactly what I have been wanting and def needing.

In other news I am pregnant. I have only told my husband who couldn't keep his big mouth shut and decided to tell his mother and sister.

Well with me being a new mother soon and all the stress at work I have been a BITCH to my husband. He was home for the holidays and just went back on the road a little while ago. She I am the one at home I of course am in charge of paying the bills will with our car insurance I was $50 off from the amount we had to pay and what I set aside to pay. Which means that I have $30 to last until my next payday which is not until the 23rd of this month. We both only get paid once a month so this is going to be a very hard month.

Anywho, I have been trying to control my anger and have not been doing very well. I am worried with the economy things in our household have been very tight. My daughter has also not been very happy lately. She recently turned turned 2years so as you can imagine she is going through the terrible two's.

Question of the day: " How do you apologize when you don't want to?"


Carmel Beauty


Suprina said...

First off, congratulations on the new job and the new baby! Both are great news!

Secondly, I understand the mood swings completely. I was almost a fruitcake during both of my pregnancies. lol. My hormones didn't even out until the second and third trimesters. But know that they will even out...eventually. lol.

Thirdly, just remember that apologizes are like vegetables on a kid's plate. You need to partake of them even when you don't want to. Why? Because they are good for you, they help make you (and your relationships) stronger, and because they keep you (and your relationships) healthy longer.

Hope that helps.


Carmel Beauty said...




april said...

first, I loved Suprina's analogy of apologies and veggies on a kids plate. Very cute and very true.

Congrats on the new baby and job. Try to focus on the good in your life and not stress over the bad. I KNOW that's much easier said than done, but it's the best advice I've got for ya. You're truly blessed even if it doesn't always feel that way.

I get in those bitchy moods sometimes too, and I'm not even pregnant. During those times, I take a step back and realize that I'm being that way to people who don't deserve it. Then I apologize profusely, even if I don't want to.

Everything will all work itself out in the end. I promise.