Hey Everybody!!

So I just looked at my visitors side bar and I am on my way to being a well read blog. I hadn't really been paying attention, but I over 1220. So I am doing my happy dance. I know I was kinda MIA last week. I had such good intentions this weekend to write since I didn't last weekend well guess what everybody. I good intentions went to hell in a hand basket. Right now I am so congested I can barely breath without either sneezing or blowing my nose. It is annoying. Allergies it has been HIGH 90's to even a record breaking 105 here in my wonderful state so I have been burning hot as well as annoyed.

Anywho, last week that bad thing I thought was going to happen well it fooled me, because that issue me and stbh have been having has actually gotten some good news. It's not over but I can see clearer now that the rain is less than before.

In other news, my stbh has been maturing on me I am starting to feel like the child less like the adult.(Yeah!!) I think this is great. We have always clicked in a way that was eerie to me, but now he knows what I am thinking and feeling and express thought and feelings along the same lines. With our wedding to be approaching soon this really helps me to realize what a good decision we are making. I know everything won't be peaches and cream, but I'm lovin it.

Remember a few post ago I asked about children he just wants to have them till we can't have any more. He is stuck on the number ten well I want to give yall and update on the situation. I still bring it up every once in a while to try to gauge how far I have brought him back to reality. Well we talked on Sunday and his current scenario involved us living on a farm growing all of our food, me making clothes, and our children doing chores. I told him I am strictly a city girl and this would NOT WORK, but I am not sure if he was serious or not I am praying NOT. If he is that puts us back about 20 paces in my thinking that we are on the same page.

Question of the day: STBH wants to try out something new and I wanted to know if any of yall have tried it. He wants to get some of the cheese from the boxed Mac n' cheese boxes heat it a little and place some on my snatch and lick it off. If you have tried this let me know. If you have tried other things please let me know what you liked and didn't just curious.


I'm Lovin it,

Carmel Beauty